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Author:  darksiege [ Tue Sep 14, 2010 9:12 pm ]
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I'm a fiddler crab, it's fiddler crab season....

This is NOT the life I was promised when I signed up for this whole being born thing.
Author:  Jasmy [ Tue Sep 14, 2010 9:45 pm ]
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What's going on DS??
Author:  darksiege [ Tue Sep 14, 2010 9:47 pm ]
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Just general frustration and realization that some things I wish I could say out loud.. would result in me being single again, because they are mean.
Author:  Jasmy [ Tue Sep 14, 2010 11:46 pm ]
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Find a closet and yell into it...bang fists against a wall (not hard enough to break anything!)...go to the nearest park and take a walk! Get your frustrations and anger out without taking them out against your partner! I know how you feel...been there, done that enough times the past 28 years and it's going to get worse now that he is going to retire next year!

/hugs...hang in there!
Author:  darksiege [ Wed Sep 15, 2010 12:14 am ]
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The more I really think about it... I think it is more realization that my self loathing is not always accurate.

Here is the situation: Lisa is taking classes at CSN, she is working towards her Associates of xxxx in Electronics. She has not taken any real courses in a long time: so she is trying to get back into the math.

She is taking pre-algebra and asking me a lot of questions. This bugs me for a few reasons:

1- She needs to do her own work, I do not mind answering a question or so when I am free... but when I am trying to study for my English 407 class is NOT the time, nor is when I am working.

2- I have this delusional belief that I am ****. Not THE ****, just ****. I am usually going between bouts of self destructiveness and self loathing and outright depression filled self hatred. So I have this unreasonable view that since I am so **** loser-ish: everyone else must be better. So by asking me what I would consider stupid and easy questions... It makes me think that somehow whoever is asking them is somehow worse than I am...

I got issues...
Author:  Jasmy [ Wed Sep 15, 2010 12:43 am ]
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First of all, you are not ****!! Get that through your thick skull!! :)

Secondly, again you are not ****, you are a worthwhile human being that deserves respect!! Get that through your thick skull! :)

Thirdly, if you are trying to study for your own classes, Lisa needs to get a tutor for her math or whatever...you have your own classes to worry about, she needs to worry about hers.

Fourthly, you are NOT ****!! You have been working hard to get your health in order and keep your family together!! Don't ever forget your goals! I only know you from this forum, but I know you are a good man trying hard to make it in this world we all live in! Don't give up...you have come a long way already!

/hugs...stay strong DS! :)
Author:  Hokanu [ Wed Sep 15, 2010 8:18 am ]
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DS do you enjoy beer now and again?
Author:  darksiege [ Wed Sep 15, 2010 8:29 pm ]
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Hokanu wrote:
DS do you enjoy beer now and again?


Once in a while yeah.
Author:  Hokanu [ Thu Sep 16, 2010 12:27 pm ]
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I will be in Vegas in October. I need to buy you a beer =)
Author:  Serienya [ Thu Sep 16, 2010 5:14 pm ]
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I want a beer...
Author:  Hokanu [ Thu Sep 16, 2010 10:08 pm ]
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Are you in Vegas?
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