A bit of an update; I have been lurking for a good time, and I may even dare to say that I could be returning to the board. I will not have the time to commit to a return to the PbP threads.
What has been the up?
My rage issues have been professionally investigated now, I am taking 20mg of prozac a day. It does not make me feel too out there and not like myself, but it feels like it gives me the edge I need to not lose control of my temper. As a result my daughter and I are getting along a lot better.
I think I mentioned that I thought I was getting broken up with... well there is no more thinking needed, my SO and I officially "broke up" on 10/31/2011.
We are currently still living in the same home, playing family. We have a friend staying with us and looking for work, as well as a family member.
We are living together because right now... a- she cannot afford to not live with me and b- if she leaves I have almost nothing to survive with, no kitchen table, no dishes, no pots and pans, no silverware, no couches or dressers, no bed. I would; however, have a lot of the superfluous **** like my gaming books, a TV, X-Box, etc. So I am working at getting the **** I need, and she is working on getting a second job.
I am about to be rude and chauvinistic inside this spoiler, so if you do not want to see such things keep the **** out, otherwise do not ***** about my spoilered angst.
Spoiler:
I am unsure of how things are going to progress, but I am feeling too mellow to let it bring me down.
I plan to resume posting here, but I will need to see if I really feel the love of being "back" or not; it may be easier to just hold a low opinion of humanity from in the middle of humanity and not the middle of a messageboard.
