Actually, this was somewhat cryptic, and I hit the wrong forum to post it.
I had a near accident thanks some idiot who doesn't listen when I instruct him in the basic rules of firearm safety.
I was pretty mentally disturbed. Actually, an hour after it happened when it finally set in. Usually, things like that don't bother me, because I know everyone can die at any time. But I've always looked at morbid things completely calculating and without emotion.
This is the first time I've ever felt mortal. I never thought of actually dying and what would happen. I've just never cared. So I will not be taking newbies to the firing range or lending them any of my weapons ever again.
_________________ "It's real, grew up in trife life, the times of white lines The hype vice, murderous nighttimes and knife fights invite crimes" - Nasir Jones
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