I've wanted to use the "Starting Strength" book as a guide to adding strength training to my workouts. However, I feel nervous about trying to do squats and deadlifts without instruction in person. That basically puts three exercises of the five out of my reach. The problem is I wore my knees out around 2005 by running 5x a day. (I didn't know this was bad, we love running like stupid idiots in the AF) I can generally improve my run times nowadays by stopping if they start to feel... weird. (I think it's swelling I feel, as it doesn't always hurt.) It hadn't been bothering me much until recently when it started to hurt a little bit walking around. I'm concerned about performing a squat wrong and exacerbating the problem. I want to be able to walk when I get old.
I've contacted one of the personal trainers they have on base, but the listing gives no details on if they specialize in something or what their credentials mean. The .mil medical care is very unhelpful. We don't even have yearly physicals anymore where I can bring stuff up. I really need a sports medicine doctor IMO. I tried doing squats, and just starting really slowly with adding weight to help practice. It seemed ok, but I think as the weight gets heavier I'll have a much greater risk of injuring myself w/ bad form. It's tough to judge myself. Sometimes I finish the sets and be fine(maybe I got it right), and some times I'd feel like maybe I should stop doing that.
I'm pretty dumb, but I'm just smart enough to know I'm probably going to hurt myself being dumb.