Nitefox wrote:
Heroin man, you're a smart guy I'm sure you will find a supplier. Plus, Heroin has the word Hero in it.
LMAO.
Honestly if you want to try an opioid I'd get about a 20mg pill of oxycodone...not much higher than that though, unless you know what you're doing They make as high as 80mg pills but I recommend staying away from those, that's just too damn much.. The most I've ever tried was 25 mg of hydrocodone (about half-ish strength of oxycodone) when I had my wisdom teeth pulled, and I also had 2 or 3 beers. Best, most relaxing sleep of my life. I'm sure my liver didn't appreciate the apap/alcohol combination, however.
Lex Luthor wrote:
Lenas wrote:
Smoke weed instead, Lex. You're already taking other drugs anyway.
I perpetually feel drugged out, and I don't know how much is from my medication and how much is from my head.
I've smoked weed and it made me tired and spaced out. I don't think I like it.
Smoke less.
First time i got high, i got an anxiety attack and vertigo, I almost felt like i was tripping, I couldn't concentrate on what I was writing. I would try to write a sentence, and every 3-5 words I would be on another idea because my thoughts were racing.
Basically, to me, weed gives me A.D.D. Now there are benefits and drawbacks to this change in mental patterns. Same with people with A.D.D. maybe some parts of them are weaker, but others are stronger...just look up hyperfocus, flow, chi, all of those things, etc. Hyperfocus is an interesting thing to me, and it shows me how ADD and weed are related....maybe I have ADD, and weed helps me relax and it brings out a natural side to my personality. This is all just a theory, really, but I listen to myself and this is what I feel. Anyways...ADD / Hyperfocus can be bad or good. I guess it's the difference between "zoning out" and "zoning IN". I can write a book on the subject, but then I got high
Anyways...for me, now that I'm used to weed and realize what it does to me, I can appreciate the benefits. I can also appreciate the benefits of being sober. For me the biggest thing weed does for me, it makes me relax and helps me focus. Relaxation and mental ability go hand in hand... If I'm tired, it makes me sleepy. If I'm wide awake, it makes me energetic. It basically takes wherever I'm at, mentally, and amplifies it.
If your tolerance is low and/or you have a large dose, it will put you to sleep and/or give you anxiety / panic / vertigo / loss of concentration.
You wanna smoke a real real small amount....if you were to compare it to alcohol, it'd be the equivalent of having a few beers to take the "edge" off. For me, weed helps with social anxiety, depression, insomnia, appetite, relaxation and concentration. The great thing about the relaxation / concentration / focus aspect is that it puts you "in the zone" (again with the chi, and "flow" concept) Best thing to do with weed is just smoke a tiny bit to get a little high, you don't wanna be totally "baked" or else youll just fall asleep or zone out....and then go do something before the weed kicks in. If ya just sit around, the weed will make you panicy and / or tired, since you have nothing to focus on. I recommend smoking a tiny bit and then going out for some cardio exercise or go out with friends to the movie or zoo or a museum or other similar activity. It's also great for homework or any type of creative endeavor. Like writing posts on the glade, stream of consciousness style.
As far as health reasons go, weed is pretty safe. Much safer than tobacco. Nicotine can be pretty damn physically addictive and it's pretty toxic and not good for you in general. I know THC has "bad" effects, such as affecting your ability to drive or operate heavy machinery, but what drug doesn't anymore? lol.....and outside of the social stigma associated with the drug and the legal issues, I'm fairly certain that most of the medical community agrees that THC can be a very good thing. As far as carcinogens go, yeah, there are those. Light anything on fire and inhale it, and it's not good. You're inhaling ash and smoke......good thing about THC, is that it can be activated and aerosolized without burning the plant matter. In other words, get a vaporizer and you don't have to worry about the health issues. Get a vape, and don't drive high, and consume small doses and you will learn to safely enjoy weed.
Don't be a retard, though....you want to quit smoking tobacco. It's just all bad.